carências insolúveis

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like and right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe, I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight as long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight. I offer love drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer. I suffocate and right before I'm about to drown he resuscitates me. He fucking hates me and I love it. "Wait - Where you going - I'm leaving you - No you ain't - Come back!". Who's that dude? I don't even know his name, I laid hands on him, I'll never stoop so low again, I guess I don't know my own strength. You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe when you're with them? You meet and neither one of you even know what hit them, got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get them. Guess that he don't know you, cause today, that was yesterday and yesterday is over. It's a different day, sound like broken records playing over but you promised him. Next time you'll show restraint, you don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game but you lied again. Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean and we fall back into the same patterns, same routine but your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me but when it comes to love you're just as blinded. Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me, maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems, maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano. All I know is I love you too much to walk away now, come inside. Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the dry wall, next time... there will be no next time. I apologize even though I know it's lies I'm tired of the games, I just want him back, I know I'm a liar. If you ever try to fucking leave again I'mma tie you to the bed and set this house on fire.. just gonna stand there and watch me burn, that's alright because I like the way it hurts. Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, that's alright because I love the way you lie.